ringing a bell

so yes
I told myself today
I built my motivation
I can either be afraid
and remain the average woman I yearned and yearned to be
or I can tell myself
who ever I am but in order to be ahead in life
now if i have to be strong
hold my head high
and for myself
but also for a every1 i love too
let me so this go for it
I  am not my fears
Iam everything I will emerge after facing them
my dreams are so colourful so complete so yearning so calling so bubbly so bountiful so futuristic so space travelleresque why would I deny myself this pleasure
I workandplay to meet my progress full face forward heads on :-) yes
I wana be very happy for the next n no of years of my life ....yooohoooo:-)

I guess
it is okaye 2 how I feel today
like a tremble
like a shivering bundle
of nerves as usual
it's ok for all the motivation to be gone
and telling yourself
uh but
build again .
it's okaye
to whirl
in the wake of your dreams
I'm put here
there must be few purposes here n there
4 me 2 accomplish too
it is very okaye to deal
with fears
best to learn and know
everyday is a new new new newer newest beginning
it's a chance with my best bettering self
I'm one
with universes
with time
with divisions
night n day
n every other
it's the ikonkara
happens n keeps coming
(don't be so guilty of enjoyment r)
ishould just know
I'm worth it. too.
I want every living being 2 be happy right
why am I 2 disinclude myself
me
too ok
ji hanjie
let my travel begin towards more n more light
exquisite light
inclusive light
closing eyes
Sai raam
omkareshwar
Narmada
merging