ringing a bell

so yes
I told myself today
I built my motivation
I can either be afraid
and remain the average woman I yearned and yearned to be
or I can tell myself
who ever I am but in order to be ahead in life
now if i have to be strong
hold my head high
and for myself
but also for a every1 i love too
let me so this go for it
I  am not my fears
Iam everything I will emerge after facing them
my dreams are so colourful so complete so yearning so calling so bubbly so bountiful so futuristic so space travelleresque why would I deny myself this pleasure
I workandplay to meet my progress full face forward heads on :-) yes
I wana be very happy for the next n no of years of my life ....yooohoooo:-)